Pictures
i was watching my old pixies n i was like, “WOW! memories!” n i planned to post some of the pictures on fb but then, came a thought saying, “some things are better left alone”..or maybe aku mls sja LOL! that wud be more sensible than the former statement. ahahah
So, bout the pixies, am gona broke them down into a few catagories; 1) Westlife, 2) Old frens, 3) Skool and 4) Belalong Study Trip.
1) the Westlife pictures. Man was i obsessed?! ahaha GUILTY. ahahah i have like, maybe more than a thousand pictures of them on my pendrive, which i seldom liat ever since i hav this laptop and it surprises me. it really did. like, i could open a website just for those pictures. www.westlifepixies.com/enjoy my obsession. lol!!! atu baru rh pendrive. alum g yg baru ku ‘copy n paste’ rh laptop msani..pun bnyk gila. pengsan..ahahah man..from them being five members, married, babies, Bryan/Brian left the group, being quartet, concerts, tv appearances, charity, football (manly Nicky’s), interviews..etc. BNYK i tell yah! haha obsess!
2) Old frens. this one, nda brapa bnyk plang but still. i shud juz named this catagory, Memories. becoz thats what its feel like looking at those pictures. many of them, we are still frens now. but thats juz what we are. juz frens. others, is juz for, exchanging, occasional ‘Hi’ every now n then. its fun looking at them becoz, i know now who’s to keep, who’s to keep a distant. and also, i have many frens. although most of them, was my school mates. i dun branch out much for frens. i like to keep ones that i’ve known longer in my life. ehe no offence. pls.
3) Skool. ahahah when i was sent to ‘this’ one skool, i hate it so much. becoz, in my head and my high hopes was to enroll to the ‘other’ skool. i think (after much consideration LoL!) the reason i hate ‘this’ skool so much was becoz, i was disappointed i didn’t get into the ‘other’ skool. so, i put all my harted to ‘this’ skool and anything related to it. i even used some of the social issues in ‘this’ skool as a topic for my O lvl English oral Exam. ahahaha n i pass with flying colours! ahahahaha neways, pictures. i dun have many, actually. juz a couple. i was wearing their uniform. sigh. wat reminds me from this pictures is that, i never EVER flung so bad in my academic studies as i did back in high skool. EVER. i was frustrated and i made every single (except for two teachers that i respect and fond of so much.) human being there as a problem. i mean, if i could put this case to the court, i could win and abolished ‘this’ skool for good. ahaha but yeah, irrational emotion and behaviour. So, instead of doing well to get out of ‘this’ skool, i went and have fun that i forgot what my goal was. but now, i realised that, it was never ‘this’ skool fault. (although, i still hate ‘this’ skool and its people :p) the change, was solely lies in you. anything bad, thats juz you. anything good, well, you have God to thank 
oh well, like Carrie Underwood’s song, Lesson Learned.
4) Belalong Study Trip!!! the best memory i have! am soo gona post those pictures rh fb soonies (klu ku rajin, mlm ani, ada th ya tu ahahaha). awww..i duno where to begin. on the way ksna? msa dsna? the field studies, both rh utan n river? the canopy walk? the muddy butt? the creepy lil crawling insects/ animal? the frens i was with? wow! i duno!…ahaha but i think am juz gona point out here about the question that the instructor asked each and everyone of us. “what have you learned from this trip?” n am embarassed to say, i gave a very VERY stupid answer (which i dun wana post up here xp). thinking back, i would have answered it differently (this one, aku mau post ahahah). i would say, that i’ve learned that, you dun have to go far to find your zen and peace. you dun have to go to Scotland or Ireland to find a greenery scenery. you dun have to search the world for the amazing view of a waterfall. or that, you dun have to go to the amazon for a clearer view of a freshwater. you can have it all here, in Brunei. and from this trip, i also learned about other stuff. but only one that stuck in my head. “You Win Some, You Lose Some” it was Mr. Fletcher, our Geography Tutor who said it. He was the man who organised the trip. he’s a very cool teacher. he makes Geography a much more enjoyable subject thru field trips. i once joined one of his trips along the coast, to show us the coastal formations thingy ( i know, i forgot what we called them. “kn exam dang, baik th membuka buku n STOP doing nonsense!”) it was tiring but fun. i missed the man-made-infrustructure-coastal-thingy-to-reduce-erosion-or-something trip. neways, what he said during the Belalong Study Trip,was very inspirational. i mean, its true. thats life. you lose something, to gain another, rite? the sacrifice you choose in life, to make a better life.
you’re wondering why he said that, rite? well, it was becoz, we caught a baby scorpion, (which for me, was a BIG find) during one of our field study. then, ‘this’ fren, saw something bigger. but it looks like a (how do spell ‘lipas’ in english? oh, ok) Cockroach, only bigger. and ‘this’ fren wanted it and caught it with the same jar where the baby scorpion was in. MEANING, msa ya tangkap ‘lipas’ atu, the baby scorpion ‘ran’/ ‘escape’ what ever you called it, we didn’t have it anymore. i was REALLY2 frustrated, and Mr. Fletcher noticed it. thats when he said, “you win some, you lose some”. and soon after, i was feeling better. banci to ‘this’ fren, but feeling better. wonders of greedy people. ahahahaha emo, emo!
ahahah, there you go. some thoughts for pictures. no wonder i love taking pictures. they’re the super extra storage for your memory that you can’t keep in your head. GO AND BUY a CAMERA PEOPLE. believe me, most pictures are worth the keep. i think they will keep you grounded. remembering you where you’ve been in life. and then, to show that to other people? embarassing, some of it, i must say..but mostly, they’re you true self. that you can show to other people. to get to know you better ( i think) ahahah ok ok am gona stop now, n play/ upload gmbr rh fb..ahahah xp vavye!
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